2003-12-28 - 11:52 p.m.
I have a terrible habit of using too many words to say too simple of a thing. I'm trying to correct that. I'm going to say the most complex, heart-felt thing I've ever felt, ever KNOWN, using only three words:
I love you.
That's honestly the only way to describe it. And what is "it"? "It" is the way I feel when I'm around you. "It" is the way I feel when I'm NOT around you. "It" is every poke, tickle, kiss, "I wuv you", "I hate you", anrgy face, *pfft*, "Guess what?", every time I hold your hand, every time we're together, every time I think about you.
"It" is what I say to you a million times a day, which still isn't enough to describe just how great "it" is.
I love you.
And I say this knowing that one of the main reasons I love you is that you love me too. You had 46 reasons for loving me. I have, and only need, one:
Because you're you.
I can't just say I love your eyes, your hair, your hands, the way you can always make me happy, the way you manage to make some sense of my chaotic life, the way you make me feel every time we're together, the way you make me smile uncontrollably whenever I see you....
I can't just list parts of you that I love. I can only say that I love YOU. Every part of your body, every thing you've ever done, every thing you've ever said, every time we've ever "fought", every time we've ever kissed, and every way you've ever made me feel. I love all of it...because it all comes from you.
I love you.
And it's so much more than that. I don't just love you. I LOVE YOU. And to most people that are reading this, that won't make any sense, but to you, nothing in this essay will be more clear.
I love you....more than you could ever know, more than I could ever tell you.
I love you.
